Your Beloved – Antagonist (With An Encore... in Bulgarian)

Turn around

And look into my eyes.

Now take my hand…

And take me to that ancient drinking hole –

That’s clinging to the cliffs over the black sea,

Where winds are licking

The dark waves with raging passion.

And leave me there

Drinking – to oblivion,

The wine so dark

Like venous blood is when it leaves the body.

As in the desert

I am dying camel thirsting…

Let me drink!

My thirst has no end.. and no beginning.

One last time – let me fuck

Like elephant bull in heavy musth.

To roar, to scream into orgasm

With eyes fixated in that bloated, crimson, savage moon.

And then,

When I fall down,

Like bull into arena, with a pierced heart –

You let my blood to slowly

Flow into the dust.

And like a burning candle at both ends –

You let me burn.

So you’ll forget me not,

And I’ll stay in you – Forever.

Encore... in Bulgarian

Твоя Любим – Антипод

Обърни се.  

Виж моите тъжни очи.

За ръката хавани ме.

Поведи ме към онази стар бар – 

над морето

вятърът дето страстно

ближе тъмни вълни.

Остави ме там

до забрава да пия 

като венозна кръв 
тъмно вино.

Като в пустиня

камила прежадняла –

да пия, защото моята жажда 

няма няма начало и няма край.

За последно да чукам

като разгонен слон.

Да крещя и да вия,

към дива, подута, червена луна.

И после нека – 

като падна, като на прободен във сърцето бик,

кръвта ми бавно да се смеси

със прахта – да изтече.

Като запалената свещ

от две страни ме остави –

да изгоря.

За да ме има тук – при теб и за да ме помниш.

Sad, Sleepy Clown

It is hurting

when I see you hurting…

when your gentle eyes

I see departing from you smile;

And when the sun morose 
is now departing,

when shone

so bright into the afternoon.

If I can not

go back in time

to make you smile,

can’t make the sun

come back to your street…

Then I am slightly lost,

as I have lost my entire purpose;

and I am lingering

from twilight into (yet) another one.

Now I could only put myself

(again) in trust of the wise Morpheus

and try to find a reason

in my dreams once more.

The Crash

The pilot

of the plain

is having seizure!

My life

is going down

to crash the ground!

A piercing alarm

into the cockpit

has locked my face

in dreadful mask.

The body

of the plain

is ghastly shaking.

The turbulence,

velocity –

ignite the brain.

There is a passenger

into the plane –

she’s shouting…

"I can not hear!

I don’t

understand…"

Then,

I’m hearing,

so loud and clear:

“It is all right” she says.

“Beyond the darkens –

there is a light!”

There comes the crash,

the flames,

destruction…

I'm just a shadow

in somebody else’s dream.

Separate Together

Listen to the girl  

who’s singing.

Softly by the window

in the summer haze.

Look into her eyes

and see the moonlight –

dancing slowly,

mesmerizing… in cadence.

Slightly sad –

the song is floating

and flies away

into the breeze.

The last couplet –

the song born, breathing –

the girl now silent,

full of hope.

With quiet pray

she sends her kisses,

along the vibrant,

loving song.

Somewhere,

in the middle of a desert,

a lonely boy

is smiling soft. 

Into his dreams

he is getting kisses. 

He hears 

the singing, praying girl.

Tranquil

Sharp small noise and

sudden movement!

Red, small shadow

catch my eyes.

I look down

from the horizon,

bring my mind

to here and now. 

A little face –

a buxom chipmunk,

is looking up

into my face.

A single moment

of fixation

we lock our eyes

then it moves on.

One second… two –

it took the creature

to unconcern itself

and vanish in the bush.

And now I’m back

to the horizon…

the sky, the universe,

the author of it all.

Now I can feel the pulse

of the little chipmunk,

adjoin my slowing one with

a racing little heart.  

Dreaded Lover Fridge

Bright, fried eggs

are  populating

in my brain the "normal" sky.

Sizzling pizza

(pepperoni)

covers the entire sun.

Love a meal is,

life is craving.  

Normalcy is but a choice.

Just five steps  

the fridge - my lover

waits to lights

my face again.

Love me not!

You cruel lover...

Can’t resist you –

never could.