Can’t write today –
my pencil’s heavy.
My mind is racing
with the violent ocean storm.
I walk confined
amid the demons,
I hear their
brutal gnash.
With shaking hands
I hold on faintly,
to a reality
not quite so real.
I moments such
of deep desperation,
I search my soul
for help, for hope.
Small baby hands
are holding there
my heavy, tired,
ageing hands.
A smiling face
is always there
to guide me trough
the troubled days.
I can accept
the days of fluster
and find my way
amid wild seas.
As long as I
have eyes to find her –
my love, my life,
my guiding star.